I'm letting go of things I don't have control over. I started cutting toxic relationships and anything else that makes me doubt my value. I’ve never forced friendships, conversations, intimacy, or anything else coz if something is meant to be, it will find its way to me. I'm just hoping that God will lead me to the future that I deserve and remove the fake people from my life so that I don't waste my energy on them and instead focus on the wider picture of my purpose and a clearer version of my objectives as I work toward my goals. Maybe I'm not in the place where I want to be but I'm contented on the fact that I'm here slowly striving to become the better version of myself .