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  後來，你會明白，有時候生活的目標用不著定得太高，只要能按自己的節奏呼吸，不用迎合誰而勉強微笑，那已然活得很捧。

  當你以為日子還很長的時候，那些重要的人便已一個一個的悄悄淡出了你的生活

  I am not hard to connect with ,  I’m just picky about who can reach me. I carefully choose who gets my time.

   I can love you deeply yet still need distance from you  to stay sane.

  The past 20 years have been constant bad experiences , everything seems out of my control. I have been so tense, anxious, worried, scared, overwhelmed, tired, stressed, sad …. I’ve been trying so hard to remain positive, yet the weight of the burden still keeps growing! Not sure if i can lug it for another 5 years …. God, please help  …  i need your support badly!

 Yo u don't just "get over" a trauma or neglect from a bad experience .  It’s something you learn to live with for the rest of your life.

  I wasted soooo much time worrying about what could go wrong but what did go wrong often not the things i worried about 

   傷疤，提醒我是個易碎物，往後每一步要更小心奕奕

  後來，我變了。我學會了断捨離，愛上簡單的日常，學著放下担憂。我選擇了一種乾淨的生活，傾心於愛自己，不再對他人寄予任何期望，不再掏心掏肺的把別人看得比自己重要，除了看顧身體和享受寧靜，我對其他一切已漸漸失去興趣。

     好像已經只有自己才懂得自己的語言 ．·

  Perhaps the  amount of happiness and good things in your life  depends if you have the ability to notice them

  I've never been anyone’s priority or favorite.  I'm always stay at the background and never been chosen … the comfort they remember only when everything else fails !!