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  潮熱的空氣，不明朗的天空，讓本來已足夠煩悶的心情添多幾度燥鬱 … 是的，浮沉在 病癥不斷的潮浪中，連被汗水沾濕髪鬢也是一種打擊，叫人沮喪至極 !!

I always think that I am just the backup friend — the one no body really care coz I am never part of the priority. Many times, I felt like a leftout because while the people were sharing pieces of their stories, I don’t get to share mine because no one actually asked me, or whenever someone does, I summarize my answer into two words—I’m fine—because I know they are asking me just for the sake of asking everyone but not because they really want to know how my life is. I admit I am as boring as a person could be. I am weird, I find fascination in things that most people find uninteresting , I can hardly relate to most of what they enjoy doing .... so I decided to be alone , I don’t really have to force connections, I don’t have to try hard just to fit in , I don't have to chase people who are not molded and made to be my friends ... In fact, I can be my own friend .... Yup , I don't need to be a people pleaser but simply cherish and value the " friendship " I hav...