Alienated

 

I was brought up in a culture ( or @ least in a family ) where to please other people's  expectations is the right thing to do .  Having a mind of my own ? It's definitely the worst thing .

For years  ,   I've avoided to express my true feelings and speak up for myself . Oftentimes I feel like walking with a pair of shoes that doesn't fit me which blisters and pain are to be expected .

Sometimes I have no idea who I really am or where to belong . And I feel really alienated  ~  not from people or being outcast in society .... but from myself  !!!!