permanent mistakes

We all have a past . 

And be honest ，there are parts of my past that I wish I could erase from this book of my life and replace with some fabulously ， fulfilling tales and pure happiness  ~  But unfortunately ，I used a permanent marker the first go 'round !!!!!!!

So now ， here I am ， stuck with these ugly ， rumpled pages becoz I know that my only other option is to face it  ....  Yup  ，there're decisions that I made that were less than courageous ， yet nobody can turn back the clock  ~  what's done is done and all I can do is acknowledge my mistakes ， carry them close to my heart and let them continue to shape me into a better person ....