忘記不起

I feel really tired yet still relentless with tossing and turning at night …

I try to fight back my feelings for HiM  ,  but they are Too STRoNG that never seem to go away  …  

Why am I so PaTHeTiC that I CaN'T get HiM out of my mind  
I've tried to keep myself busy but all I do is THiNK of HiM . 

I cry myself to sleep for the things that I SHouLDN'T care about anymore … but every single tear tells me that I STiLL Do  …  YeS ,  I STiLL CaRe ...

假裝自己很忙  ,  假裝自己活得很好  ,  假裝自己可以忘掉一個他  …

可是  ,  一個人要有多強的意志方能欺騙自己的心 ? !  …