lost

I find myself lost  ~  when I walk this pathway on my Earth journey .... I'm unable to find a clear direction of where this journey is taking me ...

As I scramble over the pebbles in life ， dragging myself out of the pits of despair ， as I get sucked deeper into the mires of disappointment and depression ， as the world around me seems to collapse which pulls me deeper into the dark forces of negativity .... I see the same hopeless faces like mine on the dark corner everyday

，their eyes are hollow without dream ， their faces are pale without smile ， their future is fragile like an eggshell ....

My eyes are sore when I glance around at what the world in general has become  ... coz the majority are the rat race of who's able to accumulate the most in this throwaway society of money ， food ， goods ， and facebook friends who couldn’t care less attitude ....

And I truly feel hopeless for the future generations ， as our societies are full of ppl who view each other with skepticism ，who lock their doors behind them ， and who dare not look another in the eye ， in case they be offended or rob you @ gun point .. streets where we walk by those who stand begging ， turning the other way ， as we wonder if they're truly in need or do they leave their begging bowl  and return to a luxurious home counting their earnings for the day as we disbelieve each other and their motives ...

Where have our Hearts ， Kindness and Compassion gone ? When did we become strangers to one another ? Can we ever put the loose pieces into place ? ....

I hope ....