YoU aRe BeTTeR THaN YoU THiNK

Remember where you've been and how you have grown so much  ? 

A step backwards after so many leaps forward is ok in my book ... Believe me, you're doing perfectly fine and you will soon recoup this lost step in no time  .

Yes, you are very strong .... In quiet ways that you think nobody ever notices ... But I  do  ...   And I know that it's always the quiet ones who have combated the loudest storms  . The ones who choose to smile and battle to find peace that have learned to turn tears in to laughter and fought harder than most. 

Look at who you're now... Not the teeny failing you're burdening yourself with. You are so much more than you ever have been ... Yes , you have come soooooo far. 

Don't give up on that strand of life you were discovering. Your beautiful heart will relentlessly try to seek out your own fault, I know. And that's ok. Because it means you want to do the right thing  .  Even if that means admitting you are flawed ... But you're not flawed . The fact that you are willing to find your weaknesses and make visible your mistakes is testament to the person you are . 

Everyone fails. Everyone hurts. But only the really special ones choose to face themselves... And yes, you are dead special !! 

Remember what it's been like and look at where you are now. And if you can't be proud of yourself today , know that I will still be inimitably proud of you tomorrow. 

Be gentle with yourself and Hang in there ...  You're doing BETTER THAN YOU THINK !!!!