Set Free

Presently ,  I live off moments...  confusing moments while ignoring everything else and waiting for it to change ...

I talk like I am over you , but I know I am not  ...  I am not 
persuaded  ,  however  I  hope in the future that I'll be able to rid myself of this  ...  what is it ? Perplexity ? Hurt ? Sadness? 

Every time I think I'm making progress and can sit and think about you meeting the love of your life and release you a little more, the emotions I've worked so hard to let go of  ( or maybe run away from ) , come and flood my eyes again ... 

Yup , That I couldn't love you doesn't mean that I didn't or  I'm totally over you already... however I know I can never cope with your ways ... yet I never wanna change you ... it might sound silly to you but it's true ... the honest me is not right for the honest you. And I've realized right from the beginning that I am not the best you could have .... Yes , I feel inferior to everyone else ... I'll never make your heart sing in the way that it deserves to ...  and if I really love you enough , I should let you go so that you can be loved better ...  for i always  believe that it's the best way that  I could love you ...  the best way to let you pursue the happiness .... 

Yes ,  if I love you enough,  I should set you free ...