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AM  I  OK ?  NO ,  I AM  NOT .  There're so many  thoughts buzzing  through my head that I can't even  concentrate  ...  I feel so terrible to the point that it hurts to smile ...  I'm trying so hard to hold in my fears  and  tears  that are waiting to burst out ...   I wanna scream out  loud ...   Yeah ,  just a bit tired !