Dreamer

My family often say I am weird , impractical and unrealistic  ~  I agree with them . They say I'm stupid enough to live in my dream-

land  ~  again  ,  I agree that . But when they say I should be practical  ,  wise and behave like a grown up  ,  I don't agree  ~  Why should I change myself to please the world  ?   Who 

will I become if I change myself   ?  Won't  I lose all the happiness I get by dreaming ?  And what will I get here in this realistic world  ?   Hatred  ,  stress  ,  dirty power game  ,  and enough frustrations of getting old  ?   No  ,  I don't need them .

They say I am a hopeless dreamer  ~  true  ~  Life is all about dream for me . They say I'm not professional . Well I don't wanna be .  If leaving all my dreams and always running after success is professional I don't wanna be a professional  .  Success may give me ego boost but never can give me the kind of gratification which I get from spending time in nature !

Sure ,  I know the way I want to live my life seems weird to others   ~   I like to stay awake at nite juz to watch the moon  ,  twinkling stars or simply the dark velvet sky   ~   I feel I'm a part of it  .  I feel most comfortable in darkness of the nite  .  I don't like sunlight  ,  it's rough on my eyes .  In darkness all my senses start working  ~  I feel  ,  I touch  ,  I smell ,  I taste ,  I see  ~  the world seems to 
be more beautiful  ,  more peaceful ,  more romantic in darkness .  So what's wrong  if I wish to have a long walk at late nite ?

The life of Tarzan fascinates me .  I wish I could live like him . But I know I amso much habituated with this mechanic world that I won't be able to live that way either   ~   so all I can do is dream   ~   Whenever I wish .....

One day I wish to live in a small white beach house in a lonely island full of trees and hills far away from this realistic world  ,  where all my dreams will come true  ~  Till then I keep dreaming  ,  please don't wake me up ......