Lie

Most people think that a little white lie do more good than damage   ~   Yet it's my instinct that allows the truth to come spewing out of me all the time . Perhaps it's my Christian up- bringing that scarred the truth out of me lest I burn in hell  ~ What I'm trying to say is that I can't lie well  ,  It shows immediately on my face . My friends always say that they'd never wanna do anything that requires telling a lie with me coz my face juz shines " guilty "  !!!  Yet there are those who don't think twice about telling an untruth  ~  maybe it juz comes naturally to them .

I think the cause of my poor lying technique is that I'm still a little confused  ~  Should we tactfully lie in order not to be hurtful  ?  But then we are not being true to ourselves and other people ! I feel every time I lie there's a sort of karma that builds up and tho I don't feel it right away ,  there is a " cosmic " price one has to pay in the future ,  in the form of mental anguish or something similar .

So yes ,  I'm " tactlessly " truthful most of the time and there're those occasions where those around me don't appreciate it . But I've found through my own experience that in order to feel good on the inside , one must sometimes be bad on the outside ! ...  maybe that's why ,  to lie or not to lie is still a big question to most !!!!