Directionless
W once remarked that I seemed to be directionless . She pre-empted her comment by saying that it was not necessarily a bad thing ~ she said I was a free spirit ，someone who can change jobs ， careers ，countries and lives .
Her opinion got me thinking about life ， values and priorities ~ perhaps ，I could be labelled an impulsive person ，but was I really a free spirit ?
I have always felt that my life is like a ticking clock ~ as I mentioned in some of my previous posts ， I have the feeling that I will not live to be very old ，so in a sense I need to do everything NOW ，which may seem like impulsive n directionless to other ppl . Or maybe I just have attention deficit disorder !!
A career has one of those things that have never been important to me . My most ambitious goal in life is to have many experiences ， no regrets and to visit as many countries in the world . I'd rather have an empty bank account and a life full of precious memories than drive a Mercedes Benz and be a Manager or Company Director .
So maybe my direction is like of one of those road signs with a lot of curves and an arrow on the front . My life will take many directions and curves but I'll always go forward n never look back ~ YET ， my life partner can be the ambitious one ~ the one with $$$ n the nice car ! And I'm happy to just be a desperate housewife 😉 ， ha !
Her opinion got me thinking about life ， values and priorities ~ perhaps ，I could be labelled an impulsive person ，but was I really a free spirit ?
I have always felt that my life is like a ticking clock ~ as I mentioned in some of my previous posts ， I have the feeling that I will not live to be very old ，so in a sense I need to do everything NOW ，which may seem like impulsive n directionless to other ppl . Or maybe I just have attention deficit disorder !!
A career has one of those things that have never been important to me . My most ambitious goal in life is to have many experiences ， no regrets and to visit as many countries in the world . I'd rather have an empty bank account and a life full of precious memories than drive a Mercedes Benz and be a Manager or Company Director .
So maybe my direction is like of one of those road signs with a lot of curves and an arrow on the front . My life will take many directions and curves but I'll always go forward n never look back ~ YET ， my life partner can be the ambitious one ~ the one with $$$ n the nice car ! And I'm happy to just be a desperate housewife 😉 ， ha !