Surrender

At this point of my life  ， I'm not afraid of dying at all  ~  I certainly have been at other times ，but now ， I don't really care  ~  I'm gonna die or I ain't  ~  there's nothing I can do about it  ~  I'm totally powerless  ， like it or not  ， and it seems the only real choice is to surrender into how things seem to be going rather than fight it ......