Insecurity

Insecurity  ~  bet we all have it from time to time . And the insecurity are heightened  especially when you start to really like someone  ~  All those rejections and past relationships kind of flash in front of your eyes for a brief and single moment .  All those years of accumulated experiences with the opposite sex build up inside you and you freeze for a minute and ultimately wonder what does this person think of me .

Eventually it passes .

And then the cycle regenerates itself every time you get into something new that you are exposed to  ~  Like a new job  ~ Will I fit in  ?  Will I be able to do the job  ?   Am I really as smart as they think I am  ?   What if I can't do it  ?   What if I fail  ?  Will I get along with ppl there ?

Usually after you receive some kind of validation that you are accepted  ,  you feel way more confident  ~  But there is always at least a minute or two when you are standing there totally naked and vulnerable to people's opinions of you .

Insecurity is not necessarily something you wanna admit and it is not that you care what everyone thinks  ~  mostly are those ppl that you wanna like you back .

Insecurity  ~  I don't think we ever really outgrow it .......