刹那芳華

That time of year that every 52 weeks or so we all go thru it  ~  some of us may loath and others may love  ~  Yes ， I'm talking about the  big "B" day . 

How do you feel on that one particular day a year ? Are you happy / depressed / scare or ambivalent ?  Is every year different or are some numbers easier to reach than others  ?

 If it's possible to be bi-polar when it comes to the "B" thing ， then that's my diagnosis  ~  yup  ， sometimes I'm happy but sometimes sad ; sometimes I tell myself I'm juz getting mature but most of the time I can't ignore the truth that I'm actually getting oooooooooold ......

 

 It seems like only yesterday I was watching a show called "thirty something" on tv ,  and thinking that 30 was seriously over the hill . I couldn't imagine being in my 30s . But now , I long for the over the hill days of thirty something . Somehow my thirty something have gotten behind me , and I've been catapulted into my " fifty something ". And we all know what happens next  ~  the number keeps growing ,  and years seems to go by in a blink of an eye !!! Yet I still remember back in the olden day when I was a  pre-teen  ,  it seemed to take forever to get thru even juz a day not to mention a year  ,  and a  decade definitely = forever in those innocent years!!!! 

From pre-teen to"somethings" ,  who'd of thot ....