Move on

It's  unimaginable that how I actually wasted days ， months even yrs of my life ， living in the past ........ Stuck on a page ， reading the same words over n over ， seemingly powerless to take that step  ~  to turn the page to see what happens next .

Finally  I reckon that I  have to take a deep breath and juz do it  ~   Quick ，like pulling off a band-aid ~  And once that initial shock wears off  I realize that there are pages n pages of this book left to read and  I was only on the first chapter !!!!!

My band-aid is off  ~  Surprisingly ， it  didn't hurt as much as I thought !!!!!! Perhaps it's becoz  there was never anything in that first chapter worth missing out on . It was juz setting the stage for an even better ending .........