I admit ... there're alot of things that terrifying me. Some days I feel sad, overwhelmed, helpless, unloved by all , other days I feel totally empty and that are solely for getting through.

It is like an unexplainable maze, with me trapped, having a null idea of every turns, corners and twists. I pray for strength, for courage to face every unfamiliar roads, to step one at a time.

I know this is not a race, I am not competing.

Even my adventures and battles are not finish yet, I declare i lost…..