The climb



I have always felt torn between these two worlds ~ reality and my own little world . 
I feel like I don’t belong in the real world yet I know I can’t survive in my own creation . I am forced to compromise , just like most other dream chasers . 
I am not sure if I can find a productive balance between reality and dream  . Sure staying in a dream world certainly is ideal for all ~~ yet we need to ensure our financial stability in order to support that particular vast freedom . 
It's a great strain if I can't find a way to incorporate the artistic life within the real life ... No doubt  ,it's gonna be the biggest challenge of the year .