When My Life Comes To An End ...

It no longer matters to me how many days I have left …..  what matters most is what I do with the ones I have ….  live in the present is all that I can and it's a gift that I cherish .

Even since the diagnosis ， I have surrendered to the things I can't change … yet I try to change what I can … For me it's my attitude and thinking that I am in control of … I don't live with this terminal illness …. it lives with me . I'm grateful today that I don't carry around all that worry，stress， and anxiety over things I can't control and wouldn't want to anymore .
Tomorrow isn't promised to me or anyone else at all . I'm content with this incurable illness living with me and because of having it I've been blessed with some new people in my life who are in the same boat that I can give a positive message of hope to .

Sure ， there’s no tomorrow for me … but mama told me long time ago ... " A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush ".