Gift of a friend

One of the hardest life lessons I’ve learned is that we have no control of who stays and who leaves . And the cynic in me is always whispering that ppl often leave .... perhaps that’s the reason why I suffer from a bunch of emotional disorders like depression ,  anxiety and broken heart syndrome .... Yep ，it's especially hard to learn that growing up sometimes means growing apart .... it breaks my heart realizing that there are people you’d  spend days and nights ,  then all of a sudden we burn the bridge and cut the ties .... Maybe it's my own fault coz I get emotionally attached to ppl too easily !!!!  

So here I am ，after numerous of hard blows ,  I've learned to hold myself back and no longer reach out to ppl ... for the anxious person in me is sooooo afraid that I might bother them .... and as for that  ，I can foresee there will be more of those relationships that ended in “we just stopped talking” !!! ...  yet ，I just have to accept that not everyone will stay. 

So this is for those of you who saw the worst in me ，all the flaws and weaknesses but still choose to stay even you've always got the chance to leave .  Yup ，this is for YOU ，YOU and YOU ( you know who you're ) who held my hand when others choose to walk out of my life.... And thanks for continued to pull me back when I almost left YOU behind.