silent storm

Broken , fears , frustration .... These feelings never really go away. 

Sometimes some emotions keep visiting like old friends ，only that they aren’t really friends，or there to help. 

At times，a day feels like months ，and a minute like hours ... for some reason time doesn’t seem to move ....  I sleep，I wake up ... I can kill time but it ends up killing me ..... slowly .... 

Days like these my heart feels heavy and the body fatigued ... where just merely existing becomes a challenge....

The reason ?? Well not always there is a reason ... and that’s the real struggle ， where I don’t really know what I’m fighting or worth fighting ...  yet I keep fighting ....