I have reached a stage in life where peace matters more than people. You can very well be the most amazing person on earth, but thank you , I will keep my distance. I would rather lose the beautiful chance of knowing you than face the ugly reality if you turn out a bad person .... And no, it’s not my judgment on you,  it's just I can trust no more ... I have lost that heart to trust !

I have seen life. And that too, in the pretty tender age. I have had that sinking feeling in my heart of “How can you? How can someone do that to me?” I had such an innocent, soft, little heart that these things cut me like a knife. I literally felt that pinch in my heart as if someone had stabbed me. I cried in the most silent of tears ... But I have never cursed anyone , but my luck ! ... So I was Like an idiot, I trusted people again only to regret that decision every single time....

Sorry for such negative thoughts. But I have become soooooo frustrated about this whole thing. I always get more tears than smiles. While People my age were having fun,  I was there, dying inside. 

So I changed myself. I was enraged.... But I never would hurt anyone. I don’t have that kind of an ugly soul. I decided that I will be harmless. But I will be strong and blunt enough to tell people “NO! sorry, but no." I can’t allow you close to me. Please keep your distance. I am not judging your intentions . But any which way, I can’t. And since the day I decided that being a little blunt it is actually good for both parties, my life has become a peaceful happy boat. I am chill. I am at peace. I don’t have silly fights to fight. I don’t have to explain myself. I don’t answer people where I am, what I am doing, and why I did not pick your call. No, no drama at all. I am just living my life, peacefully, without hurting a single soul nor myself. And I am in no mood to give that up for anyone.

 So please understand... If don’t, sorry ,  I don’t care anymore!