Helpless ..

I can't always be there for other people …. Not that I don't want to, but the sad truth is , I can't even be there for myself ... I no longer have anything left to give.... I'm drowning as well ....

While I know I can keep a straight face most of the time, I'm just as helpless, giving it my all to keep my head above the water. While I know I look like I have it all figured out, there are nights when I just lay in bed, staring at the ceiling for hours, worrying about tmr ....